Saturday, 12 September 2009

Working....

Dear all... Sorry for not posting anything new after so long..... Alright... updates bout me and my life.....
I got a job in Selangor...working as a QC Executive for microbiology in a company which sells lots of different edible products..... Want to know the fun part of my job.... I get to have an assistant.... who does everything there is need to be done and is currently teaching me what I have to do..... My job is to oversee her work and help her out when there is any failure in the experiments....and to sign any documents given to me..... Cool yeah.... A fresh grad gets an assistant who teaches her what to do.... oh.... Did I mention that I have nothing to do other than see her work and sign.... and hide from my boss so he doesn't see me not working... and acting to be busy when visitors come and visit the QC department of our company..... Oh.... and I have been speaking so much Malay in the four days I worked that I feel shocked about my ability to speak Malay....hehehe...... But, My assistant just got a better job offer and will be leaving next month... so I will at least need to do a few weeks of work to familiarise myself with the job and teach the new assistant when she comes..... I am looking forward to that though... since I love working in the lab...though it makes me stink and my mum keep complaining about the stench that sticked to me after my labwork..... Another cool thing about my job.... every month I need to do air monitoring to make sure the environment is clean enough... which i did just 2 days ago... it was quite simple as the job just requires me to expose the agar plate at certain locations in the production area..... here comes the fun part.... I have to wear a jumpsuit (you know....the suit that mechanics wear...the blue one...just that mine was yellow with thin black strips), gloves, facemask, a cap (something that looks like a shower cap....those disposable ones) and plastic bags as shoes..... I really looked like an idiot in it.... well....I actually did wanted to wear the jumpsuit for quite some time... i mean the mechanic 1.... I thought it would look cool on me.... I remember seeing a guy in it and felt that he look so cool and so handsome..... Now.... I think someone who enjoy wearing it is an idiot..... Oh ya..... I forgot to mention bout my lovely boss... or should i say the QC manager..... He took me out for lunch on my first day of work... so lovely right.... since we only have half an hour of lunch break since it is the puasa month.... my colleague say that they will bring their own lunch.... so the 2nd day.... I brought my own lunch.... My lovely boss was so sad when he heard that since he thought he can eat with me.... pity him... he had to eat alone.... I feel so bad now.... but.... it can't be helped... I don't want to rush out for lunch.... He is really nice and fun... and as old as my brother..... hopefully we can work well together.....
Ok.... will update more bout my work next time when I get more work to do.....and when I feel like to....
I am really hungry now.... waiting for dinner time though it is already almost nine.... Why isn't anyone in my family hungry..... wait.... I forgot that I plan to slim down because I am gaining weight.... and I mean lots of weight.... Arghh... don't want care la... eat as i like la.... Oh ya... and my house is almost finished with the small renovations that has been done... Yay.... no more dusty floor and noisy environment....hehe..... Another thing.... Should I go for Boxing or Dancing lessons.... since i will be free on Saturdays.... I might as well learn something.... My sis will be joining me for the lessons after I enquire about them.... but.... as you know.... I am quite slow and lazy.... so it will not be till next month that I will start classes or maybe just go and enquire...hehe..... Sorry for being so random....hehe.... well... guess it is just part of me..... Just ignore if you don't understand....
I guess I am done for this post... will update as soon as possible.... but knowing me you know it won't be too soon....hehe.... We all know you love me.... so don't be too calculative bout that... till next time... with love.....

Tuesday, 4 August 2009

Currently...Jobless and Studyless....

Ok.... an update about me... well.... Just came back to Malaysia on the 29/07/09... and started looking for a job.... well. I kind of applied for 4 on the jobstreet and none replied me... and according to the record, I have been declined by 3 of the companies.... Am I really that unqualified for jobs? And so.... I currently have nothing to do.... been staying at home most of the time..... checked out some phD stuff.... but i really think that they aren't going to accept me since I have no experience.... Maybe I should have done another degree.... or a masters before I came back.... Hmmmm.... i want to spent my time lazing around.... and study is so much of a lazing around activity..hehe.... So.... conclusion is I am not studying now nor am i being employed.... which is really sad.... but.... I can enjoy my lovely home which is currently renovating and therefore is super dusty and way to noisy for anyone to stay in..... well.... guess I have to stick to it for the time being..... how sad....
alright.... off to gaming again.... will blog again soon

Saturday, 11 July 2009

My Lomography

Hey hey.... My lovable readers of my lovely little space.... I didn't really want to stay up so late...not really very late but still 12 is not a time i am still awake.... but I just ate some pizza and I don't want to grow any fatter.... so, might as well blog on something.... this will be on my new found craze....or hobby....
Lomography... well... how should i explain this.... ok... I will do both the formal and informal way... Lomography according to the creators of lomography as written in their webpage (www.lomography.com) is analogue film photography. It consist of cameras that uses film instead of the modern day digital memory card and has 4 main types of camera, namely Holga, Fisheye, LC-A+ and Diana (which I currently own). Each camera has its own specialty which you could learn more from the webpage. Here comes the informal way of introducing it... It is the old type of camera la, use film 1....
I got my very own Diana on my birthday from my bunch of lovely friends here and was instantaneously hooked on to it... well.... Janc kind of have a same one which is why i learn about it so much before i got it.... Mine was a limited-edition, all-white (except for the lens) Diana F+ bearing the name Edelweiss...which comes from the name of a flower... It's beautiful and sexy and all made of plastic... so it is light and durable.... it uses a 120mm film which is quite easy to install... the lens can be changed into fisheye or wideangle... but unfortunately i have not bought since it is a bit expensive.... another thing to mention is the ability for it to capture images using a pinhole.... the effect sounds and looks great though I have not tried it yet since it needs to be placed stably and i have shaky hands.... the pictures i took so far were beautiful when took under the sun and a bit sucky when indoors.... due to lighting conditions.... Oh... the coolest thing about it is the multiple exposure pictures I can take with it.... Multiple exposure meaning take 1 pic and then another and the pics will have a stacking effect... it's really cool...
Introducing Ms Diana Edelweiss

I enjoyed having Ms Diana Edelweiss with me and with her company I will have a lot of memories to keep.... I really am in love with it....
Here are some pics I have taken.... well... I kind of have to scan it into the computer and therefore the quality is a bit bad... and i only have a few pics with me.... so enjoy it...

this is on top of a hill looking down at somewhere in Dorset... Don't ask me where....

Capturing the sunset at Poole...I think it is Poole or somewhere there.... It's a really beautiful sight.... This photo is much better than the digital ones....

Below is my favorite multiple exposure photo.... the guys somewhere in Dorset as well... i took the scenery first before them.... it was really cool when the picture came out... I nearly screamed due to joy...

This is the indoor version of multiple exposure.... you can only do it under bright conditions and TADA..... the effect is mesmerizing..... just love it....

So... After enjoying the pictures... I am guessing you want one for yourself as well don't you...haha.... I am going to love the photos I take and enjoy it.... hope you will too.... Off to sleep now.... love ya all... take care

Tuesday, 7 July 2009

早安你好

Saw this while browsing through blogs of my friends and found that Tham Tham hasn’t updated since this and thought that I could give it a try.. Follow the steps below


a. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc on shuffle.

b. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
c. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN, NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
d. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
e. Put this on your blog.

1. If someone says, "Is this okay?"
范玮琪/张韶涵-如果的事

(Meaning Things that might happen or maybe…. Maybe…..)

2. How would you describe yourself?
Ah sang-
保管

(It means safekeeping…. Maybe I just like to keep myself safe from everything that I encounter)


3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
陈小春-情瘤感菌

(Well…it kind of mean love sickness…. Maybe I like the person who loves me so much that they feel sick without me around….I sure am popular and lovable….)


4. How do you feel today?
任贤齐-流着泪的你的脸

(Well… I guess my player is quite smart since I am not really in a good mood and kind of cried a bit just a while ago…..the song means your crying face)


5. What is your life's purpose?
JJ-Lin- K.O.

(Err…. Does this means that all I want is to be knocked out or die??.... I don’t really think this is right…)


6. What is your motto?
Jay Chow -
从新爱

(The song literally means start love again….. Does that mean I should get another guy to start love or to fall for my boyfriend again??? Or maybe both…hehe…I prefer the latter..)


7. What do your friends think of you?
刘若英-后来

(Meaning later or in the future….. Well the song has a meaning of once you lose it you will never get it back in the future….. Guess I am really important….Since once my friends lose me they will not find someone like me as their friend….I know you guys love me…thank you so much….)


8. What do you think of your parents?
Eminem-Lose yourself

(OK….my player is really right at this…. I always think my dad should lose himself… as in loosen up and relax and not work and work everyday….and my mum to not lose her temper…hehe)

9. What do you think about very often?
David Tao-
自導自演的悲劇

(Well….this means a sad story that I made up myself with me acting in it….. My player is kind of freaking me out…. I really always do that…always thinking of the possible sad stories or worst things that can happen to me…. Really need to stop doing this….)


10. What is 2+2?
周传雄-再出发

(It literally means to start again…. I don’t get it…2+2=to start again???)


11. What do you think of your best friend?
周华健-让我欢喜让我忧

(Well…. this means let me be happy and let me be sad….. maybe it means that I can show my true feelings in front of my best friend or maybe this best friend of mine have a way of making me happy and sad….depends on how I interpret it… but I do hope it is both…that what make our friendship last)


12. What do you think of the person you like?
梁静茹-勇气

(It means courage…. I guess it means that he will have the courage to go through whatever we encounter…)


13. What is your life?
Michael Jackson- Beat it

(Alright…. I will just beat it…and how am I suppose to do that? Just enjoy life?)


14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Avril Lavigne- Nobody’s home

(WHAT??? Does that mean that there will be nobody at home when I grow up…. Maybe it is hinting that I don’t have a proper family…. Should be because I have a few husbands at the same time….hehehe)


15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Ah Sang-
一直很安静

(The title means keeping it quite for always…. Does that mean that I always keep my love for him deep inside and am able to show it????)


16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
孙楠-燃烧

(This means burn…. The song kind of meant that I cannot run away from the person I love…most probably the one I am marrying…because the fire we have is still burning…. Quite a love song ya…. It means that I can never love someone other than him and he to me…..Love my player now….)


17. What will they play at your funeral?
蔡健雅-空白格

(Well…the title literally means empty boxes or should I said an empty space….the lyrics of the song kind of say that I think you love me but we are separated by this empty space….. I think is kind of cool to have this as my funeral song as it says that we are separated)


18. What is your hobby/interest?
Gareth Gates- Any one of us

(Well maybe it means doing anything with any one…..I guess)


19. What is your biggest fear?
Wang Lee Hom-Hey Ho

(OK…. Why would I be scared of Hey Ho….It’s just an expression??!!)

20. What is your biggest secret?
David Tao- My lips are dry

(Why is this my biggest secret….hmmmm…..is it because……)


21. What do you think of your friends?
Siti Nurhaliza- Cindai

(Ok… I really have no idea what is this and went and google it…it is a song from a Malay traditional play which meant traditional malay fabric or vampire….with the first meaning being more accepted…. So does this mean that I think they are fabrics?? WTH!!!)


22. What would you post this as?
S.H.E.-
早安你好

(GOOD MORNING EVERYONE and HOPE YOU ARE FINE!!!!)


23. What song would you play during your first time having sex?

KANG TA-
추억은 기억보다

(Ok…I googled this as well…it means Reminiscence memory…which is recalling old memories….so does that mean that I will recall old memories when having sex for the first time….but do I have any memories of it at first…weird)


OK....this was just for fun...so don't put too much thought into it and have a laugh when you see something funny...alright...just so that you know how i am right now....below are a few pictures taken....well 5 pictures showing the recent me....in Dorset...somewhere near London on a caravan trip with 5 other guys....which pics are not shown.....(Mum...please dun kill me because of this...they are really nice...so no worries...your daughter is safe...hehehe....) It was really fun as it is quite a relaxed and outdoor-ish trip....I got 3 times darker than I usually am....hehe...


This was taken on the 2nd last day of the trip (04/07/2009).....by myself since I have nothing to do in the car....I am a camwhore now...hehe

This is the 3rd day of the trip (03/07/2009)..where we went to the beach for some swimming and tanning....Boy do I look beautiful....

Alright...this is the main attraction at the beach I am at on the 3rd day of the trip.... It's called Durdle Door.....This scene is really magnificent....loved it


This is also at the beach where the Durdle Door is but it is on the other side.... looks beautiful as well....no... I did not photoshop it and yes...the water is really that clear....This pic really depicts the beautiful colors of the sunset...really enjoyed the trip and the sceneries....

Alright, fine..... Just only 1 picture....hehe....these are the guys I went with..... Great guys to go out with...... Roll call.... From left to right....Ah Chap (Cantonese word for sauce and the driver) in White and Grey, Chong Yit (The fat pig and the singer or entertainer) in Red, Hanson (Always think he very yeng punya dish washer) in Yellow, Yong Wei (Joker and Navigator) in Green and Theng How (Sleeper, crisps eater and photographer) in Orange... well... I was the one taking the photo...but I am in Blue...hehe.... which makes us a really colourful bunch.... Last day of the trip...(05/07/2009)

Just to make it fun.... A pic of me camwhoring.... This was the second day (02/07/2009).... where we went for a biking trip.... really hurt my butt....

Alright...hope you enjoy my current life.... till my next blog.....take care....love you


Wednesday, 4 March 2009

Happy or not....???

I feel that I am facing a time where uncertainty overwhelms me whenever it can. I have been doubting almost everything that is true in my life now.... When I am happy.... I doubt that I am really that happy.... Why is this so.... Maybe I am just too tired and sick of my current life.... I feel that I am not satisfied with what I have now and dream that I have more and believe that I can achieve more.... I need change in my life and therefore I am going to change.....
I changed my hairstyle.... i mean from one side to the other..... I dyed my hair.... with karen's help.... and the color still looks black..... should get another color.... I want to change the way I dress... but the wind in Newcastle will not allow it because it is still freaking cold outside.... I want to be different....
oh ya.... I started to do things without planning.... like.... going down to Leeds/Bradford last saturday.... I just decided to go in the morning and ask yishan and sharon and karen... and then we all went.... wat a bunch of crazy girls right.... it was fun, dull, exiciting and tiring at the same time.... My secret lover...hehe....just joking.... friend in Bradford, Chong Yit.... scared Sharon till death when he said.... Sharon so cute a... I like.... hehe..... guess he is really into her.... well the other guys in Bradford (Hansen and Theng Hao) also seem interested in her....bet they are just waiting for a single girl to come along....hehehe..... desperate engineering guys.....
having problems with a lot of things now..... emotionally, mentally, physically and anything-ally... hehe.... I have this feeling that no one will understand this post of mind since I am being so random here..... I dunno.... I am just typing anything that comes into my mind.... welll... not everything.... since I have a lot of secrets.... haha.... like my secret lovers and secret admirers and secret stuffs....
OMG.... I can't even understand myself now..... headache coming already.... I need my mum.... I need to talk to her..... bout anything at all..... I guess it is because i don't have a person to tell everything when I reach home that I am feeling so random now.... cause back in M'sia I normally tell my mum everything once I reach home from school or work..... Now.... I can only talk to Muachi, Scrapy and Yuan yuan(My dolls... if u din noe...) which will never give me a answer.... unless i imitate their voice and talk to myself... which is something I regard as RETARDED and I still do.... this make me sound like I am always talking to myself..... which I guess I am always doing....
alright.... I am feeling hungry and I have class in another 30 minutes..... i need to eat.... or should I.... I am a bit fat.... well.... a little more maybe..... fine.... I am fat..... and I opt to eat.... I won't want to die of hunger..... maybe I should get a purple dye from Superdrugs or Boots later..... or maybe Blonde.... which is so not me..... alright.... really think i need to go before i flood this post with other more random thoughts....
oh ya.... I am planning to watch the musical Chicago in Bradford... that is a so must see.... guess I will be quite busy..... hopefully you are not freaking out because of this post..... just ignore it if you are in quite some shit yourself as this will definitely make it worst....
hmmm.... I was debating whether to mention this but I just can't see why not since my bf does not read my blog..... I feel that I will never be satisfied with only one man in my whole life.... so.... I am planning on getting a second bf..... hehe....behind his back.... or maybe more.... who knows... Any candidates?....hehe..... should I stop now cause my tummy is growling for food.....
guess I should..... take care to those who read my blog.... I am sure you will be as confuse as I am.... and mayb u might develop a headache which I am having now..... and uncomfortable arms and shoulders... due to long term typing... oh...that should be me only.....Alright... i am officially out of my mind now..... bye bye.....

Sunday, 11 January 2009

A new year

Good bye 2008 and hello 2009.... this year will be different from the last.... I hope is for the better....
I feel different this year... tired and old.... I don't even feel like doing anything. I mean... I can understand if I don't want to study, but I don't want to leave bed or even eat.... that is so not me.... another 2 more days to my exam and i still have not read anything... I guess i really am in deep shit... I feel that I lost my meaning of staying here and study... I don't know what I want at this point of life... I feel lost... very lost.... yet it is still clear that what I should do is study and graduate with an acceptable result... all I can say now is that I lost the meaning of doing whatever I do everyday and whatever I am trying to achieve... yet i know i need to achieve it... though this knowing cannot motivate me to do anything... I think it is time for me to take a break.... after my exams... I think I should leave everything for a while and do something out of the ordinary.... take a break out of my normal life... I think I should.... it's too tired for me here.... at least this is what I feel now..... I need change.... and that is what I will do....

Saturday, 6 December 2008

Random Thought....

Me again... your lovely friend, family, enemy etc..... I am just going to blog about some thoughts today.... just random thoughts....
Random Thought 1
I want to leave Newcastle and go back to Malaysia for the winter and for the Penang Asam Laksa.
Random Thought 2
I want to stop studying because I am tired of it and because I am sick of doing assignments and learning things which I will not be using in the future.
Random Thought 3
I want to have a better life with better food, drinks, heaters in the library, handsome guys with six packs for me to look at, beautiful girls who have perfect personalities and definitely a private jet or sport car.
Random Thought 4
I want a boyfriend who does not call me when I am writing my blog.
Have to go now..... my phone just rang.... will continue some other time....oh ya... sorry for the formal format... too much assignment to do... so I wrote according to assignment formats... hehe....