Sleep.....

I need to sleep.... Plz just sleep...

Quote

Here is a quote I saw just now, posted by a friend on FB.

" There's always a little truth behind every 'Just Kidding', a little knowledge behind every 'I don't know', a little emotion behind every 'I don't care' and a little pain behind every 'It's okay.'"

I just thought I should remember this, especially the last two expressions as I always say the wrong things that make people feel bad, yet they don't blame me but just use one of the expressions above. This will remind me that whenever I say something hurtful, they feel it and I should really apologize to them.

Laughter

Had a great laugh with my colleagues today, mainly the girls from my hostel. WE laugh a lot together, mainly because we just talk about crap and laugh at every possible thing to laugh at. Mainly because there is Ms. Yeoh around, she just has this aura that makes people happy (Coz she is funny, the things she say and the way she act is just hilarious). But, sometimes, I feel sad for her as we always laugh at her, though she don't really seem to mind.
I enjoy this feeling, the feeling of just laughing at anything as it relieves my stress. I thank them for being with me here as it makes me enjoy my work more and makes me feel that I can have fun though at work.
May we stay happy together and remember each other in the future even when we part.

FML

The only thing I can say for my day yesterday was fuck.... And therefore fml..... Don't ask me about it... I know it's my fault and I am planning to remember it for life so I won't do it again.... Again... FML...

其实我们都一样

我和你都知道有些东西一旦改变了就无法变回以前那样, 所以我们都选择保持原装. 可能有些事情并没有我们想象中那么的不好,但是我们却不敢去尝试它. 你笑她如此的积极,但你曾想过她是以怎样的心情来表现自己吗? 我和你都一样没那个勇气离开温暖的壳去争取自己想要的.

When will we have the courage to leave our comfort zone and fight for what we want? We even laugh or talk behind the backs of people who are wiling to take the risk just so they can grab hold of their dreams, even if it is the slightest bit. When will we learn that it takes so much strength and courage just to take the first step; and that first step is all it takes to make a difference. Till then, we are just snails hiding in our shells, waiting.

Can't focus

Don't know why... Just can't seem to show interest in anything.... Nothing seems to be able to allow me to focus for long.... Why?
According to Tham.....high libido level..... Yeah right.....

Impressions

Was thinking about the impression that I give people recently... Sometimes I think they perceive me as something that I am not, yet I was the one who gave them that impression. So does that mean that how they see me is really how I am? I feel that people actually know me more than they should, especially the bad things about me. Maybe because I want them to perceive me as this kind of person, I don't want people to think that I am all good, so I would rather they think lowly of me so I can one day surprise them with my not-so-lowly acts... Yet it is this that gives them the impression that I am not 'good' in some fields... Will try not to show too much of my 'bad' side to people in the future...

Side note:
Drank with 3 other colleagues yesterday... apparently all 4 of us were high... One was vomiting, the other fainted in the toilet after she helped the one to vomit to reach the toilet... The other one woke up with an empty head and stomach.... I slept on the couch till 5 in the morning before moving back to bed.... Ahhh... things that alcohol do to you... But, I will do it all over again just to relive the 'high-ness'.